Million Years Ago

I only wanted to have funLearning to fly, learning to runI let my heart decide the wayWhen I was youngDeep down I must have always knownThat is would be inevitableTo earn my stripes I'd have to payAnd bear my soul
I know I'm not the only oneWho regrets the things they've doneSometimes I just feel it's only meWho can spend the reflection that they seeI wish I could live a little moreLook up to the sky, not just the floorI feel like my life is flashing byAnd all I can do is watch and cryI miss the air, I miss my friendsI miss my mother; I miss it whenLife was a party to be thrownBut that was a million years ago
When I walk around all of the streetsWhere I grew up and found my feetThey can't look me in the eyeIt's like they're scared of meI try to think of things to sayLike a joke or a memoryBut they don't recognize me nowIn the light of day
I know I'm not the only oneWho regrets the things they've doneSometimes I just feel it's only meWho never became who they thought they'd beI wish I could live a little moreLook up to the sky, not just the floorI feel like my life is flashing byAnd all I can do is watch and cryI miss the air, I miss my friendsI miss my mother, I miss it whenLife was a party to be thrownBut that was a million years agoA million years ago